I hate Novembers

12 Nov

Every year without fail, something happens that screws up my Novembers.

Unfortunately, Novembers are also National Novel Writing Months.

I’m just feeling lost again, adrift and not sure what I want to do or be or go.

I’m just tired.

And still somewhat deeply unhappy that I still can’t have what I really want.

But until I get out of this dark phase, I’ll just find solace in Pilates and singing.

James Morrison – You Make It Real For Me

There’s so much craziness surrounding me,
There’s so much going on it gets hard to breathe
When all my faith has gone you bring it back to me,
You make it real for me
Well I’m not sure of my priorities,
I’ve lost sight of where I’m meant to be
And like holy water washing over me,
You make it real for me
And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That’s why I’ve been missing you lately,
‘Cause you make it real for me
When my head is strong, but my heart is weak,
I’m full of arrogance and uncertainty
When I can’t find the words, you teach my heart to speak,
You make it real for me
And I am running to you baby,
You are the only one who saves me
That’s why I’ve been missing you lately,
‘Cause you make it real for me
Everybody’s talking in words I don’t understand,
You got to be the only one, who knows just who I am
And you’re shining in the distance,
I hope I can make it through
Cause the only place that I want to be is right back home with you
I guess there’s so much more I have to learn,
But if you’re here with me, I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere, somewhere I can learn,
You make it real for me
And I am running to you baby,
Cause you are the only one who saves me
That’s why I’ve been missing you lately,
‘Cause you make it real for me
You make it real for me

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